when the scariest thing happened..

i don`t know what i`m crying for?
regret? i never regret on what had happened..
i got my friends besides me..
frightened? yes, i am..
it is scary.. really is scary..
i feel like i am gonna lost my life..
for a few minutes i felt my body cannot moved..
this is my first time experienced that scary things..

for my lovely friends..
things happened without giving any signal..
no matter how it hurt and scary..
we went through it together..

and those guys..
sorry for always causing you all trouble..
i don`t know how should i thank you guys..
maybe all of you won`t know about this post..
and i also don`t want to say it directly..
besides, i hope none of you will read this post..
but, thanks for becoming a very good guys for us..
all of you are the best friends..

- you, i know you don`t have intuition about this, or even so you still won`t contact me..
- then, i watch he came, but as i continue looking on it, i know he is also not there for me..

don`t be an idiot :)

if you love somebody and realize you cannot get him or her..
don`t you try to hide the feeling and becoming his or her friend..
because no matter how much you pretend to feel okay..
it will make you feel much more hurt than usual..
the best advice is still by avoiding that person :)

if only we never met :)