holiday mood :)

i`m coming home.. tell the world that i`m coming home..
whats`up guys... sorry for not updating for a long time..
i`m so curious that i`m about to be at home..
hmmm, just 5 hours to go.. HAPPINESS :3

owh yeah, most of my friends already at home..
and some of them still on their way home..
have a safe journey and nice holiday..
till we meet again, friends..

i will miss them.. more or less.. but, yes i will..
because i`m used to have them besides me everyday..
okay.. just a simple update from me..
but surely in a very good mood..

why?? because i am very happy now..
i know i`m a person who always cherish on a small thing,
but do remember a thing,
without the small thing, there will never be a big thing..
thanks for this happiness..
it is my inspiration to live on :))

p/s : there`s nothing wrong with some hurtful and pain..
you can always have a very happy day again :))

#lovequote

sometimes a relationship ended not because the love is gone,

but it is because the existing love is not sparkling anymore..

#loveandfriendship

aku bukannya ingin menjadi mulia..

dengan membunuh cinta di hati..

buat seorang yang bergelar sahabat..

tetapi aku bukanlah insan yang hina..

membunuh harapan seorang sahabat..

semata-mata untuk kepentingan diri..

p/s : sorry for not updating for a long time :)

when the scariest thing happened..

i don`t know what i`m crying for?
regret? i never regret on what had happened..
i got my friends besides me..
frightened? yes, i am..
it is scary.. really is scary..
i feel like i am gonna lost my life..
for a few minutes i felt my body cannot moved..
this is my first time experienced that scary things..

for my lovely friends..
things happened without giving any signal..
no matter how it hurt and scary..
we went through it together..

and those guys..
sorry for always causing you all trouble..
i don`t know how should i thank you guys..
maybe all of you won`t know about this post..
and i also don`t want to say it directly..
besides, i hope none of you will read this post..
but, thanks for becoming a very good guys for us..
all of you are the best friends..

- you, i know you don`t have intuition about this, or even so you still won`t contact me..
- then, i watch he came, but as i continue looking on it, i know he is also not there for me..

don`t be an idiot :)

if you love somebody and realize you cannot get him or her..
don`t you try to hide the feeling and becoming his or her friend..
because no matter how much you pretend to feel okay..
it will make you feel much more hurt than usual..
the best advice is still by avoiding that person :)

if only we never met :)

balik kampung :)

okies, 4 hours from now..
dah tak sabar2 rasenyer nak naik bas dan sampai ke perak..
huhuhuhu~ rindu sesangatttttt!
nak bukak posa kat rumah.. sem ni belum berkesempatan..
right now, kami tgh dok wish2 selamat pulang bercuti..

for my friends..
selamat pulang bercuti di kg halaman masing2..
have a safe trip.. semoga semua selamat sampai..
dan berbahagia di hari raya bersama keluarga..
raya tue raya gak.. jgn lupe study..
lepas raya ni berlambak2 test yg menanti..
*cakapajelebihakuniponsamaja

oklah, kepada yang bakal naik bas mulai dr ptg ni..
semoga selamat pulang ke pangkuan keluarga..
ingatkan kat driver bus, jgn bawak laju2..
biar lambat asalkan selamat..
kepada yang bawak motor atau kereta..
semoga selamat sampai ke destinasi yg dituju..
bawak motor tue elok2.. hati2 di jalan raya..

kepada semua kawan-kawan..
jaga diri baik2 cuti nie.. jgn main mercun..
semoga bertemu lagi pada hari raya kelima..
hahahahah~

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri Maaf Zahir Batin :)

p/s : i`ll miss you all.. and for some reasons look like i will start talking to the moon je lepas ni ;)

derma darah :)

assalamualaikum peeps!how are you guys??
me??? pening2 lalat siket..
nak taw nape??? sbb smlm pegi derma darah..
yeay! i`m no longer anak manja mak&abah yg takut jarum..
i`m going turn to 19 this september with happiness..
tak sangka impian menderma darah tercapai jugak! hihihi~

okeyh, berbalik pada cerita derma darah..
this is my first time, and i guess my last time too..
cukuplah sekali.. sakit taw tak???
nurse tue cakap, urat saya halus,
that`s why darah mcm tak nak keluar..
ape lagi?? lama lah jarum terbenam dlm tgn saya..
aina cakap darah saya mcm tak nak jalan.. die laju je..
bile nurse lepas jarum tue, darah tak nak keluar..
nak tak nak kene tekan la,
and that`s when i felt the pain the most!
now, di tempat kene cucuk tue dah turn tue blue..
imma strong girl.. weeeehoooo~

time derma darah tue, tangan punye la kebas..
korang akan terasa sgt ringan..
and korg akn nmpk semua benda jd double..
memang pening la, lepas tue nurse tue tak kasi bgun..
kene tahan lagi!!!

but the most important part is my BFF are there too..
thanks for being by my side.. kasik support kat aku..
hehehehe~ u`re the best guys..
especially ainaa.. garang2 ko, ko memang penyayang..
memang betul2 mama la ko ni.. nadia & anis too..
yg datang and bagi support.. wan shamalina too.. hehe~
mimi dgn nina jgn jeles okeyh!!! hehehehe~
and for my beloved nano and sheha..
thanks for your support dr jauh..

and yg paling penting, thanks mak for all the advises..
mmg kene bebel dgn mak la lepas kene derma darah..
mak kata kalo abah taw, mesti abah risau punye..
yelah dlm family, i`m the worst when it comes to needle..
of course la mak& abah risau,
ank die yg dulu penakut ni sakit ke ape..
jgn risau, angah dah lalui macam2, dah berani dan kuat!!!

oh ye, before i forgot.. i`m a universal donor..
hehehe~ mewarisi darah my mum.. seronok sgt..
sedih jugak la tak sama dgn nadia, aina, anis..
tp takpe sebab sama dgn mimi.. dgn kerol azman gak..
(pak cik ini lagi).. hahahahah~
Kami special kan mimi, kerol???

p/s : lepas ni boleh kasik alasn kat lecturers, kalo tak wat keje..nurse tak kasik buat kerja berat dan banyak gerakkan tgn
*tulisblogbolehpulakkan?

dedicated for Najwatunnur Namat :)

found a reason to be strong..

you are the one always in my heart my friend..

every time you call my name..

i will be there no matter how far..

we are friends..

just five words..i miss this silly girl..

for some reasons, she`s my heartbeat..

thanks for coming into my life..

and becoming my very, very, very bestfriend..

p/s : hakikatnye, ko adalah kawan yg plg menyakitkan hati yg penah aku jumpa.. tp taktaw nape aku paling sayang ko...

tak sabar raya :)

assalamualaikum..

apa khabar?? saya??? EXCITED :)

semangat giler nak balik rumah..

nak puasa dgn family, terus sambut raya sekali..

raya tahun ni mungkin tak berapa best la..

sebab atuk dah takde..

selalu kalau malam raya and pagi raya..

atukla yg pling bising sekali..

pastu, pagi2 lg saya dah kena iron baju satu family..

setat dr abah, emak, along, apis, atuk, opah..

tahun ni dah kurg sepasang baju...

tp yg pergi tetap pergi kn??

yg hidup kena teruskan hidup ni..

semoga roh atuk ditempatkan dlm kalangan org2 yg bertakwa..

Insyaallah..

oklah, berbalik pada tajuk nak sambut raya ni..

biasenye perempuan la plg sibuk nak uruskan persiapan..

dr langsir rumah, kusyen, baju baru, kuih raya..

serba-serbi kaum hawa nak baru.. salah ke??

tp bukan selalu pun kan??? setahun sekali je la..

lelaki pulak get ready utk jd pemandu pelancong je la..

mcm dlm family saye, abah sorang je la..

apis tak boleh bawak keta lg.. hikhikhik..

tp of course the best part before raya..

is when we`re choosing baju raya..

and baking biskut raya.. SWEET MOMENTS!!!!

kalo ikutkan bulan posa ni same aje mcm sebelum ni..

cume sejak bulan posa ni, kalo mak call aje tue..

takde bende lain mesti suruh diet..  

mak kata baju mak tempah muat2 aje.. huh, saje la tue..

bagus jugak mak ckap gitue.. kalo tak, harem nak diet..

kalau ikutkan saya nak jubah utk raya tahun ni..

tp mak pulak takmaw.. mak kata tak cantik pakai jubah..

alah,mak ni!! jeles la tue.. mentang2 angah tinggi sdr mak..

hahahahahahahahaahaha~

kalau ikutkan nak jubah mcm ni utk raya..

ni sekadar gambar hiasan.. sorce: google

cantik kan jubah arbaya ni??? ala2 arabic gitu..

tp kalo tak dapat yg mcm atas... yg mcm ni pun boleh..

source: google

yg ni pun cantik gak.. simple aje.. 

huhuhu~ okies! saya mmg tak sabar nak balik ok..

nak tgok baju raya, kurung moden.. taktaw kaler ape..

redha + pasrah aje ni.. hahahaahah~

tue bhgn baju raya.. kalo kuih raya lg best..

tradisi family kitorg, kalo tgh buat kuih raya..

kalo tak gaduh tue, sgt tak sah la..

there must be something wrong somewhere la tue..

seronok giler bile gaduh tue.. rase mcm meriah aje..

yg tak best pulak.. buat kuih same2..

yg dok menyental bontot mangkuk2 yg dah digunakan..

sape lagi??? aku jugakkkkk~ sabo je laaaa~

okeyh, bile sampai bhgn kuih raya ni..

kite taw la.. ada beberapa jenis kuih raye yg tersgat la femes..

antaranya..

almond london

short bread...

tat nenas

mama carey..

and bermacam2 lg la name yg pelik2 kan..

tp meminjam kata2 classmate ku..

"kdg2 name kuih ni tak melambangkan rase die yg sebenar..

contoh  macam mahligai syahdu la, suci dlm debu la"

ok, kerol azman yg kate ye, bukan saye kate.. hahahaa~

tak pasai2 aku sebut nama hang kerol oitt.. nasib laaaa~

tp mamat ni cakap je kencang, sudahnya tak beli pun...

hahahahaaha~ okeyh..

we move to the next part..

lagu raya.....

bile cakap pasal lagu raya..

diakui lagu raya skrg tetap tak boleh lawan dulu2..

lagu2 raya dr ct nurhaliza, sudirman, mamat exist, dj dave..

dan ramai lagi la.. tetap evergreen..

antara lagu2 yg plg best macam...

-nazam lebaran

-sesuci lebaran

-ku pohon restu ayah bonda

-cahaya di aidilfitri

-selamat hari raya

-sepasang kurung biru

dan pelbagai lagi laaa~ tak larat nak taip ni..

next time will be, haaa???

okies! sampai sini sahajalah dulu..

just a small pieces from me yg too excited ni..

although this raya will never be like before..

but i hope it will still be a memorable time for us..

mudah2an ramadhan yg sdg akan memasuki fasa terakhir

dapat kita manfaatkan sebaik mungkin..

dan memberi sejuta keinsafan dan kerahmatan buat kita

dan semoga syawal yg bakal tiba ini membawa..

sejuta kebahagiaan dan kerahmatan buat kita..

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri Maaf Zahir Batin *awalgilawish

something undefined :/

if only i know the way out from all these stupid things..

one love by arashi

Hyakunen saki mo ai wo chikau yo kimi wa boku no subete sa

Aishiteiru tada aishiteru onaji asu yakusoku shiyou
Sekaijuu ni tada hitori dake boku wa kimi wo eranda
Kimi to ireba donna mirai mo zutto kagayaiteru kara

Even if it were a hundred years past, I swear my love
You are my everything,I love you, I just love you
Let's make a vow on the same tomorrow
I've chosen you, just one person in the entire world
Because if I'm with you, no matter what the future is like, it'll always be shining

p/s :for some reasons, this has been my favourite song from the first moment i heard it until today.. 

get well soon :)

thank you :)

i just wanna say thank you :)
thanks for all those memories..
from the first time i met you..
until today or maybe forever..
thanks for everything..

bukak posa @ secret recipe

assalamualaikum :)

entryni ditujukan khas buat BFF,

anis, nina, aina, nadia,mimi..

thanks for yesterday memories..

akhirnya tercapai jugak niat bukak posa kat luaq..

mmg saat2 akhir punye plan kan???

dpat gak bukak posa kat secret recipe..

walaupun bil die jgn ckap la..

hahahah~

and sorry guys sebab tibe2 sakit smlm..

muntah2, perut masuk angin..

sorry sebab spoil mood korang nak jejalan..

sorry sangat2.. (rasa bersalah gila)..

dan thanks sebab faham keadaan aku..

terus kite balik lepas berbuka smlm..

i`m really sorry.. harap2 lepas ni tak jd lg..

the only thing i want to say..

you guys are the best :) 

sayang ampa sangat-sangat..

something hidden sometimes hurt..

as much as i try to deny this feeling..
i realised that you`re somewhere..
in my heart..
and it kills me slowly inside..

stop or you just ruin your life, huda..
"stop develop that feeling" (Nina Haslina, 2011)

talking to the moon :)

i know you`re somewhere out there..
somewhere far away..
i want you back.. i want you back..
my neighbours think i`m crazy..
but they don`t understand..
you`re all i have.. you`re all i have..

[chorus]
at night when the stars light up my room..
i sit by myself.. talking to the moon...
try to get to you..
in hopes you`re on the other side..
talking to me too..
or am i a fool who sits alone..
talking to the moon..

i`m feeling like i`m famous..
the talk of the town..
they say i`ve gone mad..
yeah, i`ve gone mad..
but they don`t know what i know..
because when the sun goes down..
someone`s talking back..
yeah, they`re talking back..

[chorus]
ahh.. ahh.. ahh..
do you ever hear me calling..
(ahh.. ahh.. ahh)
hou hou ho ho hou..

`cause every night..
i`m talking to the moon..

still try to get to you..
in hopes you`re on the other side..
talking to me too..
or am i a fool who sits alone..
talking to the moon..

ohoooo..

i know you`re somewhere out there..
somewhere far away..

Malaysia 4- Singapura 6

hi guys.. i`ve not been updated for several weeks, ne?
owh, sorry.. i`ve got many tests and quizzes lately..
ok, berbalik pada topik perbincangan asal..
hari ini kita akan membincangkan mengenai..
perlawanan Singapura menentang Malaysia..

First and foremost..
saya nak ucapkan sekalung tahniah buat semua..
pemain skuad Harimau Malaya dan jurulatih, Datuk K. Rajagobal..
ye, memang kita tewas 6-4 dgn singapura..
tapi kita kalah dgn maruah..
kita takde pemain import, 100% Malaysian..
pemain Malaysia, jurulatih Malaysia.. segalanya..
kita yakin dgn tenaga anak muda kita sendiri..
mereka berjuang bermati-matian atas padang..
berusaha mencari ruang dan peluang..
namun mungkin bukan rezeki kita..
kita tewas dgn aggregate 6-4..

sekalipun kita kalah..
pemain kita harus dipuji..
meskipun ketika minit2 akhir perlawanan..
mereka tetap berusaha merobek gawang lawan..
namun kekentalan bahagian pertahanan lawan menyukarkan misi kita..
ditambah pula dgn banyak ruang terbazir begitu sahaja..
kerana taktik berpuara-pura sakit oleh pemain singapura..
langsung tak professional..

buat my beloved Amirulhadi Zainal, sayap kanan, u rock bebeh!!!
cuma yang sedikit menghairankan saya..
mengapa Datuk .K. Rajagobal tidak menurunkan Baddrol atau Ashaari Samsudin..
pada pendapat saya, mereka juga layak diberi peluang bermain..
kenapa harus dibiarkan mereka memanaskan bangku simpanan sahaja??
harus diakui yang kemasukan mereka mungkin memberikan kelebihan buat Malaysia..
terutama di bahagian hadapan..
namun, pasti Datuk K. Rajagobal mempunyai alasan kukuh..

buat penyokong Malaysia..
sokonglah Malaysia walaupun kita baru tertewas..
ingatlah, hero tak selalunya menang..
ini bolasepak, ada jatuh bangunnya dan kita harus akui..
pemain dan jurulatih telah memberi sebaik mungkin..
namun rezeki tidak berpihak pada kita..
janganlah jadi seperti lalang yang tidak ada prinsip..
belajar menerima erti kekalahan..

akhir kata, teruskan perjuangan Harimau Malaya..
saya tetap menyokong perjuangan skuad kebangsaan..
bangkit dari kekalahan.. Piala Asia masih ada..
buktikan Malaysia sebagai kuasa baru bolasepak di Asia..
yang menggunakan seratus peratus tenaga Malaysia..
Insyaallah, kejayaan hari esok milik kita :)

bestfriend songs by JM

found a reason to be strong..
you are the one always in my heart my friend..
every time you call my name..
i will be there no matter how far we are friends :)

aku tgok ko online, tp tak berani nak tegur..

sumpah aku tak kesah..

aku tgok ko waving to somebd when i wish to have it..

sumpah aku tak jeles.

aku pejam mata dan berharap semua itu berlalu..

aku harap aku lupa semuanya tp aku tak mampu..

tolong aku ya allah.. tunjukkan jln keluar yg terbaik..

I put my trust on Allah :)

ishk3!

lega sebab dah habis test pad 214..
seronok sebab dah nak balik rumah..
frust sebab kawan2 dah balik dulu..
sedih sebab nak tinggal kawan2..
rindu... sebab aku pasti merindu :)
ouchhh, help me!!! huhuhuhu~

whatever

sayounara pada kenangan lama.

happy belated birthday nadia& adib

yoshhhhh! memang best la kan malam semalam??

bermandi krim kek sempena birthday nadia dgn adib..

diorang punye birthday aku jugakkkkk yg kena..\

hmmmm~ sabo je laaa..

memang best giler larh kan... hahaha~

main kejar2 kat sepanjg parking kereta..

mcm budak2 balik.. walaupun kne terok..

tapi it`s nice.. hahahaha~

sumpah lawak tengok gelagat aina dgn famy..

lawak tengok nadia. kerol, rina kenakan org..

sian giler tgok fawaz, poje, nisah yg kena buli..

adib, azizi , afam, mimi, untunglaaaa selamat..

HAHAHA~ yg pling sian sebab aku kena terok..

hmmmm~ takpe la.. yg penting best! thanks guys =)

p/s : dah 3 kali dah dapat sweetest memories last week..

boleh dapat berterus-terusan tak? =b

fun trip =)

asslamualaikum.. apa khabar semua???

dah lama gila tak update blog.. huhuhu~ sangat rindu..

banyak sangat cerita best sepanjang minggu lepas..

smpai dah taktaw nak update mane dulu..

tp disebabkan kesuntukan masa dan kemalasan teramat..

lambat gilerrrr arh nak update..
tak kire nak update jugakk =p

HAHAHAHA~ ^^

first sekali, bila aina bawak kitorg balik kampung die..

oh, how a wonderful village.. mmg seronok sangat.. 

untung giler dapat pegi ramai2.. dua buah kereta.. 

stiap kereta 6 org. bayangkan sesaknya dlm viva tue.. 

seronok dapat makan deghian, manggieh dan moktan...

mula2 cadang nak pi mkn kat titi hayun..

last2 kitorg pi mkn kat pantai murni..
but, it`s really a nice place.

this is my first trip dgn kawan2 and..

i enjoy it damn much,,
thanks for this wonderful memories =)

siap boleh mkn2 keropok kat rumah mak cik aina lg..

siap kena jumpa polis lagi.. berenti mkn kat marina =)
 memang best !!! nilah baru dikatakan pengalaman =D

THE BOYS =)

from left; afam, fawaz, zizi, famy, adib, kerol

THE GIRLS =)

from left; ainaa, nadia, mimi, me ^^, anis

nice pic, cume sayang nadia takde =(

candid picture =)

tgh syiokk mencekik kat umah mak cik aina =p

p/s : every single moments on that day will remain in my heart and cheer my life as long as i`m still alive..insyaallah = D

thanks for this beautiful memories, friends =)

how a guy should be ??

asal haaa?? asal camni haaa?? perlu ke camni??

jangan ingat pompuan takde perasaan..tolong sikit.. 

pompuan punye perasaan lagi halus..cepat tersentuh..

why do you put them on the first place when you have no intention to love them??

setakat nak buat diri tue konon2 HOT??? tak elok mcm tu..

pompuan kalau dah sayang, die akan sayang sungguh2..

bertahun2 lamanya, sayang tue takkan hilang2..

tapi, bile die dah mule membenci, die akan benci sungguh2..

takut sampai sudah pon die takkan maafkan..

jage la sikit hati org weyh.. 
jangan pure2 tak paham hati org..

aku taw la macam mana sakitnya hati kalau camtue..

walaupun dah lame, sayang dan sakit tue still ade lg..

yg korang sekejap layan, skejap wat mcm tak tahu.. kenapa???

susah sgt ke nak berterus terang?? jgn wat org mcm tue..

takut lame2 kena batang hidung sendiri..

sorry kalau berceramah panjg sgt.. cume tak tahan dah..

jangan buat mcm tue lagi ek.

jadilah mcm mamat ni.. huh sape ni???

doumyouji tsukasa in hana yori dango :)

yeah, baru lepas kene tsukushi punch :-p

tsukasa mengade2 mintak tsukuchi suap sebab baru lepas 

kene belasah dgn konco2 sakurake.. miang :*)

die ni memang sadis giler arh dalam citer ni..

asik nak belasah orang jer kejenye.. bongkak lak tue..

but, once he fell in love with makino tsukushi..

he fight for his love until tsukushi forgot her first love..

and accept his love.. it`s cliche, right???

but, always cliche things win in every way..

their first date.. he hugged her from back in the rain:*)

first time tsukasa realised his feeling towards tsukushi :)

when tsukasa had to go to new york..

first time tsukushi confess her love towards tsukasa..

tsukasa put the saturn necklace on her neck :)

and first kiss..

with the sunset behind them..

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GAMBAQ??? sori arh.. tak boleyh :b

gatai nohhhhh~

mmg macam2 la halangan yg datang dkat dorg.. 

walaupun die kena bertunang dgn pompuan lain..

walaupun die hilang ingatan..

walaupun dorg terdampar dekat pulau..

dan walaupun tsukushi mintak batal kahwin..

die tetap berjuang untuk cinta diorg..

his love and heart is still chasing and screming for her..

and at the end they live happily together.. huhuhuhu~

this part makes me cried a lot..

i`m truly moved..

yeay !! tsukasa got his memories back..

and put the saturn necklace again :)

yeay !!!! dorg kahwin jugak akhirnya..

and live happily ever after :)

ada gak wedding kiss..tapi takleh upload.. hahahaha~

this is the best part for the entire story..

after a year.. they went to the island again..

and tsukushi tell him that she`s pregnant..

and you know what???

it was the best ending ever :) 

this is how a guy should be!

fight for your love and appreciate it..

love does not fade with time..

but becomes more meaningful everyday :)

org cakap wonderful love story only in movies&novels..

betul ker?? hmmm.. 
kene suruh kaum adam jawab soklan ni..

agak2 nye ape jawapan dorg haaa???

p/s : untunglaa tsukushi ada tsukasa.. tp i wish it`s not in this hana yori dango series only..

harap2 jun&mao pun akan berakhir macam ni :) 

motivate myself :)

1) impian : study law 245, pad 214, acc 116

   kenyataan : tidur + facebook + blogging + arashi

COME ON GIRL !!! 

raise your pointer high up :)

1 jam pon jadi la dr tak buat lgsg..

2) yeah,i`m coming dear books .. hahaha~ let`s date :)

p/s :1) fenomena biase yg melande diri mrs matsumoto..

2) fenomena luar biase yg perlu dibiasekan :)

angau ke?

woot ! woot ! woot ! 

amirulhadi dekat galeri DIDE..

amirulhadi dekat depan library..

amirulhadi melintas depan ATM ..

amirulhadi dalam kelas LAW 245 (yg ni ilusi semata2)..

ishk ! ishk ! ishk !

asal aku tengok semua org dah mcm amirulhadi ni -,-"

angau ker???

biarkan aku jatuh cinta - ST12

Mata ini indah melihatmu..

Rasa ini rasakan cintamu..

Jiwa ini getarkan jiwamu..

Jantung ini detakkan jantungmu..

Dan biarkan aku padamu..

Menyimpan sejuta harapan..

Aku padamu..

Rasa ini tulus padamu..

Takkan berhenti..

Sampai nanti ku mati..

Biarkan aku jatuh cinta..

Pesonaku pada padangan..

Saat kita jumpa..

Biarkan aku kan mencoba..

Tak peduli kau berkata..

Tuk mau atau tidak..

p/s : i`m in love with this song..

       the beautiful lyrics..

       and the wonderful melody..

       makes my heart cries again :(

       

picnic @ panic at tasik uitm kedah

lorh.. kat mane ni??? kitorg tgh buat ape ni??

hahahaha` nak taw ke??

time ni kami tgh berpicnic @ panic dekat tepi tasik uitm kedah..

sebenarnye, ni rncgn saat2 akhir,, but, berjalan dgn jayanya..

hahahaha~ yg bestnyer, byk giler mkanan time ni..

huhuhu~ lepas la utk hari tu punyer dinner..

siap boleh sedekah roti utk ikan2 dlm tasik tue lg..

aku nak kasi mkn?? no way la i nak wat keje2 ayu ni..

tp dah lame2 terjoin la jugak.. huhuhu~ what so ever..

they are my super duper bestfriends..

whom always share the beautiful moment with me..

and always makes every moment becomes beautiful..

i really love them, and need them in my life..

arigatou :)

p/s : credit to nina haslina for the pictures :)

between jun and mirul :)

Congratulation to Harimau Malaya for the victory over Myanmar  last night..

And the most important part is the very beautiful and wonderful goal from my mirul..

You are super duper awesome, amirulhadi zainal.. :)

I love you damn much ! <3

the second thing is about my matsujun..
i`ve already watch mada minu sekai e pv..
it is a nice song but i don`t really go for it..
i still think (one love, truth, hatenai sora, lotus,right back to you,
monster, subarashiki sekai,be with you, snowflake, 
dear snow, to be free) is better than this..
but, of course, it is still a good song..
and also my ichiban is so handsome in mada minu sekai e..

Your dance is so beautiful as always my junny bunnie..

Owh yeah, your voice has improved a lot..  :)

Aishiteru jun-kun ! As much as always <3

p/s : it`s hard for me to put my junnie and my mirul on the same post. 

I don`t know which one should be my main focus, but as a Malaysian,

 I think the victory of Malaysia against Myanmar is the important news,

so I put the article for my mirul first before my junnie.. 

but, my junnie is still my ichiban :) hahaha~ 

(OMG~ I`M GONNA CRAZY)

happy birthday kazunari ninomiya-san !

Happy birthday to you..

Happy birthday to you..

Happy birthday nino..

Happy Birthday to you..

DoM..( the DS crazier)..

arashi magician =)

happy 28th birthday ninomiya-kun..

i wish you are success in your career and life..

and i hope all arashi will always be together..

no matter what happened..

and have a very, very,  very success career forever..

OTANJOUBI OMEDETOU GOZAIMASU =)

double love =)

dussss! arini memang best sgt2..asal??  

nak tahu??td bertembung dgn amirulhadi..

OMG !!! serius???hahaha~ takde la..

sebenarnye ade sorg hamba Allah,

dekat bumi uitm kedah ni sebijik mcm mirul..

cume kurang dr segi ketinggian je -___-` ..

hahaha~ but, still a cute guy.. hahahaha~

dan sangat2memalukan bile bertembung,

ketika nadia dgn mimi ade sekali..

mmg kaw2 la aku kene kan..

dorg boleh jerit kat die yg aku minat die..

dah le die pusing 360 darjah kn. sabor je laaa..

huh, tp aku yakin die tak cam..

mmg bahaye bile kawan dgn dorg2 yg terlebih berani ni..

tapi,diorgla antara kwn yg terbaik kat bumi kedah ni..

marah tetap marah, tp tetap sayang jugakkkkk..

dan the best part is bile pi dinner kat dining masria..

sambil2 tue melayan buletin utama..

takcukup nampak amirulhadi fake pg td a.k.a his twin..

nampak pulak the real mirul dekat dlm news..

oh my prada, you are so macho, mirul !!! (>_<)

hahahaha~ setelah di tambah, tolak, darab, bahagi..

double love for AMIRULHADI..

hahahahaha~

we are BeStfRieNdS =)

assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh..

tak jawab dosa, jawab sayang.. (betul ke? OMG!OMG)..

hahaha.. ok lah, stop it huda. kaw ni kuat merepek arh..

ape sebenarnye nie??? cer citer.. cer citer..

oklah, this entry begins with this.....

nadia, mimi, nisah, huda (saye), nina, aina..

sayang sangat-sangat =)

specially for my BELOVED friends..

thanks for always believing me when i have ceasing in believing myself..

thanks for always being by my side to wipe all my tears..

thanks for always being by my side to make me smile and laugh ..

thanks for always sharing all my happiness and sadness..

thanks for always giving me the best memories in my life..

thanks for always making me as the best person as i could be..

nisah, mimi, aina =)

me, nina, mimi =)

for every single things happened in my life..

that makes me become stronger than before..

i believe all.of you are the reasons behind my strength..

thanks for everything.. you are my backbone..

I LOVE YOU ALL !!!

p/s : sory, mrs. matsumoto agak bz lately so jarang update..

                                                                                                 

amirulhadi zainal in my dream :)))

moshi, mosh!!! hello, minna-san..

i have a VERY,VERY,VERY good dream last night..

you know what??? 

amirulhadi zainal appeared inmy dream last night..

KYAAAAAA ~ =DDDD 

huhuhuhu~ suke giler-giler..

rase nak buat announcement kat seluruh dunia la..

suke sangat-sangat-sangat-sangat- SANGAT !!!!..

rasa macam tak nak bangun tidur la..

(yg baju merah tu my sweetheart ok?

jgn salah sangka lak)

waaa~ macho kan??..

tapi macho lagi die dalam mimpi saye..

sayang giler saye tak ingat sangat mimpi tue..

yang pasti mirul sangat hensem dlm mimpi saye..

sambil pakai baju ala-ala kurta gitu..

kyaaaaa~ i really don`t want to wake up this morning !

amirul yol, i like you lah !!! :))))

p/s : mizzbutterfly, kalu bace jgn marah ye.. hehe~

oh, my junnie bunny.. tercurang kejap.. hehe~

but, you are still my ichiban, junnie !

~ mrs. matsumoto turns to mrs. kancong sebentar >_<  ~

al-fatihah buat arwah atuk..

assalamualaikum.. lame kan tak update???..
cuti ni betul2 sibuk.. mule2 jage atuk sakit..
not so long after that, my atuk meninggal..
sedih sangat2.. tapi, ajal maut ketentuan allah..
allah lebih sayangkan atuk..
sebab tu allah amik atuk dulu..


ape2 pun, saya puas sebab dapat jage atuk sampai akhir hayat..
saye puas sebab saya dapat tengok atuk smpai hembusan nafas terkhir..
saye syukur sebab sehingga keakhir hayatnya dia still ingat Allah..
walaupun sakit dan kadang2 lupa, tapi dia still nak solat..
dalam keadaan sakit, mulut atuk tak henti2 sebut kalimah Allah dan bacaan dalam solat..
terima kasih Ya Allah atas kurniaanMu untuknya..
dan yang paling penting saye syukur sebab saye dapat terima pemergian atuk..
berdosa kita meraung dan meratap pemergian orang yang telah meninggal dunia..
seolah-olah kita tidak redha dengan ketentuan Allah..
memangla sedih, tapi setiap yang hidup akan mati jugak..
hanya Allah zat yang kekal dan tidak ada yang setara denganNya..


kalau nak diikutkan, kadang2 saya rasa atuk still macam ada lg..
tapi, saya selalu kuatkan dalam hati, atuk dah takde.. Allah dah amik atuk..
Allah pinjamkan dekat kita supaya kita boleh ada memori yang indah dgn die..
atuk milik Allah.. we can`t go against qada` dan qadar yang dah ditentukan..
saya redha dengan pemergian atuk meskipun kehilangan atuk sangat dirasai..


mane mungkin saya dapat hapuskan memori dengan atuk..
it`s too precious.. atuk yang jaga saya dari kecik..
emak saye kahwin awal, umur 19 dah kawin.. pastu emak sambung belajar dekat maktab..
abah masa itu masih baru nak bina kewangan, jadi kami 3 beradik dgn abah duduk umah atuk..
tiap2 hari atuk dgn opah la yg jaga kami.. emak yg belajar kat terengganu, every weekend balik..
time kami moved to atuk house, atuk baru pencen.. opah keje lagi..
tiap2 pagi atuk buat telur 1/2 masak utk kami.. pastu kami pegi anta opah p keje..
saye tak igt sangat pun time ni.. memori ni kabur sgt utk because i`m too young on that time..
pastu petang2 kami teman atuk amik opah keje kat hospital.. huhu, susah atuk jaga kami..


time saya darjah 6, emak dah lame abis belajar.. kami dah tak duduk dgn atuk dah..
tapi sebab emak dgn abah keje, opah selalu masak lunch utk kami..
atuk la hantar bekal dekat saye time kelas tambahan.. baiknye atuk saye..
tiap2 kali kami nak balik asrama, atuk mesti kasi duit.. thanks atuk..
pastu, atuk selalu tanye dekat emak dgn abah, bile kami cuti..
walaupun baru je lepas cuti dan jumpe atuk.. mase berlalu pantas sgt..
banyak memori dgna tuk.. nak tulis semua mmg panjg gile la kan..
but, it is too precious and iknow nobody can replace him..


tapi, saya syukur sebab atuk pegi senang je.. mmg la sakaratulmaut itu sakit..
sedangkan Rasulullah yang kekasih Allah pun mengadu sakitnya sakaratulmaut,
sedangkan malaikat mencabut nyawanya dengan sangat perlahan..
apatah lagi kita, manusia biasa ini.. but, alhamdulillah..
atuk tak menderita lame.. Allah amik atuk cepat je, takde la kite nampak mcm seksa sgt..
dan alhamdulillah, pengurusan jenazah sangat cepat dan sempurna..
mungkin rezeki atuk.. meninggal dunia hari jumaat.. dikebumikan juga hari jumaat..
atuk meninggal dunia waktu zuhur dan kebumi waktu asar.. syukur Ya Allah..
sesungguhnya Engkau sebaik-baik perancang..


terima kasih Ya Allah kerana sudah meminjamkan atuk buat kami..
kenangan yang indah denag arwah atuk akan kekal di hati, Insyaallah..
orang alim berkata, jika seseorang hamba itu meninggal dunia,.
maka dia sama sekali telah terputus hubungannya dengan dunia..
satu2 nya cara untuk melahirkan kerinduan dan kecintaan buat atuk ialah..
sentiasa mendoakannya dan menyedekahkan bacaan ayat suci al-quran buatnya..
bekalnya di alam barzakh.. Insyaallah, kami takkan lupa melakukannya..


arwah datuk saya meninggal dunia pada tarikh 20/05/2011..
bersamaan 16 Jamadilakhir 1432 H , pada pukul 1.35 petang..
semoga allahyarham pawan chik bin che rose ditempatkan dalam
kalangan orang-orang yang beriman dan beramal soleh.. amin..


AL-FATIHAH buat atuk tersayang ..


saya teringat suatu hadith Rasulullah S.A.W yang pernah saya belajar..
apabila meninggal dunia anak cucu adam, maka terputus lah amalannya kecuali 3 perkara :


1) sedekah jariah
2) ilmu yang bermanfaat
3) anak yang soleh


(riwayat ahmad) ..
mudah-mudahan menjadi panduan buat kita semua :)