..love??..

people really can`t go against the ghost of their first love..

(that`s the quote i`d never fail to believe for about a long time)..

 but as times passes, the feeling really fading away..

and for all those memories i gained before..

i can just say..

~hontou ni arigatou, watashi no ai ~

.. first paper..

assalamualaikum..

hari ini ialah hari first exam..

paper PAD 170 wa cakap lu..

sangat2 susah.. doa aje la..

kalau lulus pon jadi la.. = (

balik-balik tadi terus tido..

ngantuk punye pasal..

ya allah,.

kau berikanlah kekuatan padaku utk study..

ape nak jadi la aku ni..

takkan nak paper lain pun macam PAD 170 kot??

huhuhu~ sir helmi, maafkan saye,. = (..

.. somebody`s 21 today ..

Pon ! pon ! pon !

There`s a small message with a big meaning here..

This entry is made specially for my eldest sister..

NOOR NAZATULAKMA BINTI AHMAD NAJIB..

Today, as a good sister ever..

I want to wish..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALONG..

You are turning 21 years old today..

No matter what..

You are still my fatty, cutie sister ever..

And I`m so glad to have you in my life..

Yes, sometimes, you`re just pissing me off..

But, still nobody can replace you in my heart..

With the full of my heart, once again..

OTANJOUBU OMEDETOU GOZAIMASU..

21 years old not only a number for you..

I hope you have become more mature..

And will become a good woman too!!!

And also you will success in your lfe..

May Allah bless you always..

p/s :sorry, there`s no gift for you.. (i`m at kedah ok?)..

but still, i will try to find something special for you..

hehehehe~ :)

..ade cerita tentang aku dan dia..

assalamualaikum..hai, kawan-kawan..

asal kasi tajuk di atas??

sebab hari nie nak cerita tentang due perkara istimewa..

tentang aku dan dia..

aku dan SARJANA dan Uitm KEDAH !!!

cerita yang takkan hilang selamanya..

kerana memori ini akan abadi selalu di hati ini..

hari ni 14/4/2011.. ulangtahun ke 11 SARJANA..

which is my previous school.. i love this place so much..

tempat nie banyak menyimpaan cerita aku.. segala-glanya..

aku membesar dan meningkat remaja di sini..

ia mengajar aku erti kehidupan, sahabat sejati dan cinta pertama..

pahit, manis, tawa, dan airmata..

semua ade di sini.. malah..

ia juga mengajar aku menjadi lebih baik.. insyaallah..

so for that.. 

happy birthday SARJANA ..

dekat kolam cinta..

once, i was there..

semoga SARJANA akan terus maju dan cemerlang..

dari segi akademik dan sahsiah..

SARJANA kekal di hatiku selamanya.. insyaallah..

thank you and arigatou always in a relationship..

Sasayakana mainichi no naka de.. 

Dore dake kimiwo mitsuketa darou..

Nagareru kisetsu ga tooza karu mae ni.. 

Mou ichido aitai..

On the modest of everyday.. 

How much of you have I found?..

Before this seasons flow away.. 

I want to see you again..

Hito wo tsuyoku.. 

Ai suru koto kizuita kara..

Me ni mieru subete wa kagayaki dasu..

Because I`ve realized..

I love someone deeply..

Everything i look at seems to glitter..

 Arigatou to kimi ni, iwareru to nandaka setsunai..

Sayounara no ato no tokenu mahou awaku horonigai

When you say thank you to me, for some reasons it`s hurt..

Like a magic spell doesn`t get undone even after the goodbye..

A hint of bitterness..

I should stop!!!

There`s no point for singing all those songs.. 

yearning for hope..

when the words` thank you` and `goodbye` clearly stated there..

Arigatou (thank you)~ a magic word.. but, sometimes you will hate it..

Sayounara (goodbye)~ one of the word you wish you will never hear..

Because both of the words usually show an end of a meeting..

 That`s why thank you and goodbye will always put together.. like this;

Thank you very much for everything, goodbye!..

You won`t love these words.. trust me !!!

..yabaiiii~

YABAI !!!!!!!!

Sentap !!! Frust !!! Keciwa !!!

Ni ha, nak story nieyh! Balik2 jer dari kelas tadi..

Awok pegi la membeli paper.. ala, bukan jaoh pon..

Dekat PI jer, bukan Pusat Islam yer, Pengkalan Iman a.k.a koperasi..

Awok ingat nak beli makanan jer, sekali hati awok nie tergerak la nak bukak paper..

Selak2  jer la mulenyer, tetibe terselak la satu muke surat ni..

tadaaaaa~ woot! woot ! ^^

i really,really,really want to watch this movie : (

kazunari-san with matsuyama-san ..

Kyaaaa~ best sungguh weyh !

Plus, the DS crazier from Arashi yg berlakon..

Ninomiya Kazunari tue babe !!! Demam kempunan teman !!!

I am one of your biggest fan, Ninomiya-kun..

Rugi la kalau tak tengok !!!

Excited awok beli paper nieyh ! balik2 awok pon search la kat tenet..

Betol ke idak ker GANTZ tayang kat Malaysia..

 Bukan tak percaye,cume kureng percaye siket..

Sekali betol lah kan.. dussss! Tak terkate gembirenyer..

Eceh, dah berkire2 nak keluar tengok GANTZ nieyh! (tak sedar duit dah ciput)..

Tibe2, dan tanpe disangke-sangke.. 

arienaitsuno!!!!!!!!

None of a cinema at Kedah tayang GANTZ !!!

Waklu..  Padan muke kaw nyah !!! ( sentap mak..)

Awok memang sedih tak terkate nieyh !

Asal dalam banyak2 negeri die dok tayang GANTZ ni, kat Kedah tak de??..

Patot ker??????????  -.-`

Uish, I wish I can go to any other cinema to watch GANTZ !!!

Tapi, nak buat camner kan?? Inilah dikatakan suratan takdir..

Nanti, bile dah keluar dvd, awok pegi serbu Speedy..

Bukan ape, awok selalu pegi, nengok2 citer jer..

Idok membeli pon.. (bengkek jer tokey kedai tue)..

Atenyer, citer yang awok nak beli sampai RM50..

Botak kepale awok dibuatnyer..

Sabor je laaaa …. =(

Moral of the story : takde moral =(((

..some advice to move on..

I`ve never know it`s too hard to forget someone we love..

Sometimes it takes about few years..

But, often it takes the whole life..

The more we go far from it, the more that feeling chase us..

The more we try to forget it, the more we will remember it..

Till that time arrived..

Whereby we wish we have never know that person..

Hey, I  shouldn`t go against fate, ok?

Allah knows the best for me..

The more Allah test us, the stronger we will be..

That`s mean Allah loves us..

Face the challenge, although it is hard..

Once, the things happened, there`s something worth behind it..

I`m sure i`ve heard that words..

So, from now on I won`t regret..

I`ll put my trust on Allah..

Bersyukurlah kita pernah diberi peluang mengenali dia..

Bersyukurlah kita pernah diberi peluang menyayangi dia..

Bersyukurlah kita pernah diberi peluang mengenangi dia..

Sesungguhnya setiap yang kita syukuri itu tinggi nilainya..

Kerana dari situ bermula erti kehidupan..

Apabila kita menghargai kehadiran seorang insan..

Apabila kita terpaksa menerima kegagalan..

Apabila kita merelakan sebuah pemergian..

Apabila kita terus menyubur kenangan..

Di situlah tersemainya sebuah kepasrahan..

Disirami sungai ketabahan ..

Bertunasnya pohon kekuatan..

Menguntumkan  bunga keinsafan..

Moral:

~never be sad for what is over, just be glad it was once yours~ (quote)

~Allah sebaik-baik perancang~