when the scariest thing happened..

i don`t know what i`m crying for?
regret? i never regret on what had happened..
i got my friends besides me..
frightened? yes, i am..
it is scary.. really is scary..
i feel like i am gonna lost my life..
for a few minutes i felt my body cannot moved..
this is my first time experienced that scary things..

for my lovely friends..
things happened without giving any signal..
no matter how it hurt and scary..
we went through it together..

and those guys..
sorry for always causing you all trouble..
i don`t know how should i thank you guys..
maybe all of you won`t know about this post..
and i also don`t want to say it directly..
besides, i hope none of you will read this post..
but, thanks for becoming a very good guys for us..
all of you are the best friends..

- you, i know you don`t have intuition about this, or even so you still won`t contact me..
- then, i watch he came, but as i continue looking on it, i know he is also not there for me..

don`t be an idiot :)

if you love somebody and realize you cannot get him or her..
don`t you try to hide the feeling and becoming his or her friend..
because no matter how much you pretend to feel okay..
it will make you feel much more hurt than usual..
the best advice is still by avoiding that person :)

if only we never met :)

balik kampung :)

okies, 4 hours from now..
dah tak sabar2 rasenyer nak naik bas dan sampai ke perak..
huhuhuhu~ rindu sesangatttttt!
nak bukak posa kat rumah.. sem ni belum berkesempatan..
right now, kami tgh dok wish2 selamat pulang bercuti..

for my friends..
selamat pulang bercuti di kg halaman masing2..
have a safe trip.. semoga semua selamat sampai..
dan berbahagia di hari raya bersama keluarga..
raya tue raya gak.. jgn lupe study..
lepas raya ni berlambak2 test yg menanti..
*cakapajelebihakuniponsamaja

oklah, kepada yang bakal naik bas mulai dr ptg ni..
semoga selamat pulang ke pangkuan keluarga..
ingatkan kat driver bus, jgn bawak laju2..
biar lambat asalkan selamat..
kepada yang bawak motor atau kereta..
semoga selamat sampai ke destinasi yg dituju..
bawak motor tue elok2.. hati2 di jalan raya..

kepada semua kawan-kawan..
jaga diri baik2 cuti nie.. jgn main mercun..
semoga bertemu lagi pada hari raya kelima..
hahahahah~

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri Maaf Zahir Batin :)

p/s : i`ll miss you all.. and for some reasons look like i will start talking to the moon je lepas ni ;)

derma darah :)

assalamualaikum peeps!how are you guys??
me??? pening2 lalat siket..
nak taw nape??? sbb smlm pegi derma darah..
yeay! i`m no longer anak manja mak&abah yg takut jarum..
i`m going turn to 19 this september with happiness..
tak sangka impian menderma darah tercapai jugak! hihihi~

okeyh, berbalik pada cerita derma darah..
this is my first time, and i guess my last time too..
cukuplah sekali.. sakit taw tak???
nurse tue cakap, urat saya halus,
that`s why darah mcm tak nak keluar..
ape lagi?? lama lah jarum terbenam dlm tgn saya..
aina cakap darah saya mcm tak nak jalan.. die laju je..
bile nurse lepas jarum tue, darah tak nak keluar..
nak tak nak kene tekan la,
and that`s when i felt the pain the most!
now, di tempat kene cucuk tue dah turn tue blue..
imma strong girl.. weeeehoooo~

time derma darah tue, tangan punye la kebas..
korang akan terasa sgt ringan..
and korg akn nmpk semua benda jd double..
memang pening la, lepas tue nurse tue tak kasi bgun..
kene tahan lagi!!!

but the most important part is my BFF are there too..
thanks for being by my side.. kasik support kat aku..
hehehehe~ u`re the best guys..
especially ainaa.. garang2 ko, ko memang penyayang..
memang betul2 mama la ko ni.. nadia & anis too..
yg datang and bagi support.. wan shamalina too.. hehe~
mimi dgn nina jgn jeles okeyh!!! hehehehe~
and for my beloved nano and sheha..
thanks for your support dr jauh..

and yg paling penting, thanks mak for all the advises..
mmg kene bebel dgn mak la lepas kene derma darah..
mak kata kalo abah taw, mesti abah risau punye..
yelah dlm family, i`m the worst when it comes to needle..
of course la mak& abah risau,
ank die yg dulu penakut ni sakit ke ape..
jgn risau, angah dah lalui macam2, dah berani dan kuat!!!

oh ye, before i forgot.. i`m a universal donor..
hehehe~ mewarisi darah my mum.. seronok sgt..
sedih jugak la tak sama dgn nadia, aina, anis..
tp takpe sebab sama dgn mimi.. dgn kerol azman gak..
(pak cik ini lagi).. hahahahah~
Kami special kan mimi, kerol???

p/s : lepas ni boleh kasik alasn kat lecturers, kalo tak wat keje..nurse tak kasik buat kerja berat dan banyak gerakkan tgn
*tulisblogbolehpulakkan?

dedicated for Najwatunnur Namat :)

found a reason to be strong..

you are the one always in my heart my friend..

every time you call my name..

i will be there no matter how far..

we are friends..

just five words..i miss this silly girl..

for some reasons, she`s my heartbeat..

thanks for coming into my life..

and becoming my very, very, very bestfriend..

p/s : hakikatnye, ko adalah kawan yg plg menyakitkan hati yg penah aku jumpa.. tp taktaw nape aku paling sayang ko...

tak sabar raya :)

assalamualaikum..

apa khabar?? saya??? EXCITED :)

semangat giler nak balik rumah..

nak puasa dgn family, terus sambut raya sekali..

raya tahun ni mungkin tak berapa best la..

sebab atuk dah takde..

selalu kalau malam raya and pagi raya..

atukla yg pling bising sekali..

pastu, pagi2 lg saya dah kena iron baju satu family..

setat dr abah, emak, along, apis, atuk, opah..

tahun ni dah kurg sepasang baju...

tp yg pergi tetap pergi kn??

yg hidup kena teruskan hidup ni..

semoga roh atuk ditempatkan dlm kalangan org2 yg bertakwa..

Insyaallah..

oklah, berbalik pada tajuk nak sambut raya ni..

biasenye perempuan la plg sibuk nak uruskan persiapan..

dr langsir rumah, kusyen, baju baru, kuih raya..

serba-serbi kaum hawa nak baru.. salah ke??

tp bukan selalu pun kan??? setahun sekali je la..

lelaki pulak get ready utk jd pemandu pelancong je la..

mcm dlm family saye, abah sorang je la..

apis tak boleh bawak keta lg.. hikhikhik..

tp of course the best part before raya..

is when we`re choosing baju raya..

and baking biskut raya.. SWEET MOMENTS!!!!

kalo ikutkan bulan posa ni same aje mcm sebelum ni..

cume sejak bulan posa ni, kalo mak call aje tue..

takde bende lain mesti suruh diet..  

mak kata baju mak tempah muat2 aje.. huh, saje la tue..

bagus jugak mak ckap gitue.. kalo tak, harem nak diet..

kalau ikutkan saya nak jubah utk raya tahun ni..

tp mak pulak takmaw.. mak kata tak cantik pakai jubah..

alah,mak ni!! jeles la tue.. mentang2 angah tinggi sdr mak..

hahahahahahahahaahaha~

kalau ikutkan nak jubah mcm ni utk raya..

ni sekadar gambar hiasan.. sorce: google

cantik kan jubah arbaya ni??? ala2 arabic gitu..

tp kalo tak dapat yg mcm atas... yg mcm ni pun boleh..

source: google

yg ni pun cantik gak.. simple aje.. 

huhuhu~ okies! saya mmg tak sabar nak balik ok..

nak tgok baju raya, kurung moden.. taktaw kaler ape..

redha + pasrah aje ni.. hahahaahah~

tue bhgn baju raya.. kalo kuih raya lg best..

tradisi family kitorg, kalo tgh buat kuih raya..

kalo tak gaduh tue, sgt tak sah la..

there must be something wrong somewhere la tue..

seronok giler bile gaduh tue.. rase mcm meriah aje..

yg tak best pulak.. buat kuih same2..

yg dok menyental bontot mangkuk2 yg dah digunakan..

sape lagi??? aku jugakkkkk~ sabo je laaaa~

okeyh, bile sampai bhgn kuih raya ni..

kite taw la.. ada beberapa jenis kuih raye yg tersgat la femes..

antaranya..

almond london

short bread...

tat nenas

mama carey..

and bermacam2 lg la name yg pelik2 kan..

tp meminjam kata2 classmate ku..

"kdg2 name kuih ni tak melambangkan rase die yg sebenar..

contoh  macam mahligai syahdu la, suci dlm debu la"

ok, kerol azman yg kate ye, bukan saye kate.. hahahaa~

tak pasai2 aku sebut nama hang kerol oitt.. nasib laaaa~

tp mamat ni cakap je kencang, sudahnya tak beli pun...

hahahahaaha~ okeyh..

we move to the next part..

lagu raya.....

bile cakap pasal lagu raya..

diakui lagu raya skrg tetap tak boleh lawan dulu2..

lagu2 raya dr ct nurhaliza, sudirman, mamat exist, dj dave..

dan ramai lagi la.. tetap evergreen..

antara lagu2 yg plg best macam...

-nazam lebaran

-sesuci lebaran

-ku pohon restu ayah bonda

-cahaya di aidilfitri

-selamat hari raya

-sepasang kurung biru

dan pelbagai lagi laaa~ tak larat nak taip ni..

next time will be, haaa???

okies! sampai sini sahajalah dulu..

just a small pieces from me yg too excited ni..

although this raya will never be like before..

but i hope it will still be a memorable time for us..

mudah2an ramadhan yg sdg akan memasuki fasa terakhir

dapat kita manfaatkan sebaik mungkin..

dan memberi sejuta keinsafan dan kerahmatan buat kita

dan semoga syawal yg bakal tiba ini membawa..

sejuta kebahagiaan dan kerahmatan buat kita..

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri Maaf Zahir Batin *awalgilawish