#loveandfriendship

aku bukannya ingin menjadi mulia..

dengan membunuh cinta di hati..

buat seorang yang bergelar sahabat..

tetapi aku bukanlah insan yang hina..

membunuh harapan seorang sahabat..

semata-mata untuk kepentingan diri..

p/s : sorry for not updating for a long time :)

when the scariest thing happened..

i don`t know what i`m crying for?
regret? i never regret on what had happened..
i got my friends besides me..
frightened? yes, i am..
it is scary.. really is scary..
i feel like i am gonna lost my life..
for a few minutes i felt my body cannot moved..
this is my first time experienced that scary things..

for my lovely friends..
things happened without giving any signal..
no matter how it hurt and scary..
we went through it together..

and those guys..
sorry for always causing you all trouble..
i don`t know how should i thank you guys..
maybe all of you won`t know about this post..
and i also don`t want to say it directly..
besides, i hope none of you will read this post..
but, thanks for becoming a very good guys for us..
all of you are the best friends..

- you, i know you don`t have intuition about this, or even so you still won`t contact me..
- then, i watch he came, but as i continue looking on it, i know he is also not there for me..

don`t be an idiot :)

if you love somebody and realize you cannot get him or her..
don`t you try to hide the feeling and becoming his or her friend..
because no matter how much you pretend to feel okay..
it will make you feel much more hurt than usual..
the best advice is still by avoiding that person :)

if only we never met :)

balik kampung :)

okies, 4 hours from now..
dah tak sabar2 rasenyer nak naik bas dan sampai ke perak..
huhuhuhu~ rindu sesangatttttt!
nak bukak posa kat rumah.. sem ni belum berkesempatan..
right now, kami tgh dok wish2 selamat pulang bercuti..

for my friends..
selamat pulang bercuti di kg halaman masing2..
have a safe trip.. semoga semua selamat sampai..
dan berbahagia di hari raya bersama keluarga..
raya tue raya gak.. jgn lupe study..
lepas raya ni berlambak2 test yg menanti..
*cakapajelebihakuniponsamaja

oklah, kepada yang bakal naik bas mulai dr ptg ni..
semoga selamat pulang ke pangkuan keluarga..
ingatkan kat driver bus, jgn bawak laju2..
biar lambat asalkan selamat..
kepada yang bawak motor atau kereta..
semoga selamat sampai ke destinasi yg dituju..
bawak motor tue elok2.. hati2 di jalan raya..

kepada semua kawan-kawan..
jaga diri baik2 cuti nie.. jgn main mercun..
semoga bertemu lagi pada hari raya kelima..
hahahahah~

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri Maaf Zahir Batin :)

p/s : i`ll miss you all.. and for some reasons look like i will start talking to the moon je lepas ni ;)

derma darah :)

assalamualaikum peeps!how are you guys??
me??? pening2 lalat siket..
nak taw nape??? sbb smlm pegi derma darah..
yeay! i`m no longer anak manja mak&abah yg takut jarum..
i`m going turn to 19 this september with happiness..
tak sangka impian menderma darah tercapai jugak! hihihi~

okeyh, berbalik pada cerita derma darah..
this is my first time, and i guess my last time too..
cukuplah sekali.. sakit taw tak???
nurse tue cakap, urat saya halus,
that`s why darah mcm tak nak keluar..
ape lagi?? lama lah jarum terbenam dlm tgn saya..
aina cakap darah saya mcm tak nak jalan.. die laju je..
bile nurse lepas jarum tue, darah tak nak keluar..
nak tak nak kene tekan la,
and that`s when i felt the pain the most!
now, di tempat kene cucuk tue dah turn tue blue..
imma strong girl.. weeeehoooo~

time derma darah tue, tangan punye la kebas..
korang akan terasa sgt ringan..
and korg akn nmpk semua benda jd double..
memang pening la, lepas tue nurse tue tak kasi bgun..
kene tahan lagi!!!

but the most important part is my BFF are there too..
thanks for being by my side.. kasik support kat aku..
hehehehe~ u`re the best guys..
especially ainaa.. garang2 ko, ko memang penyayang..
memang betul2 mama la ko ni.. nadia & anis too..
yg datang and bagi support.. wan shamalina too.. hehe~
mimi dgn nina jgn jeles okeyh!!! hehehehe~
and for my beloved nano and sheha..
thanks for your support dr jauh..

and yg paling penting, thanks mak for all the advises..
mmg kene bebel dgn mak la lepas kene derma darah..
mak kata kalo abah taw, mesti abah risau punye..
yelah dlm family, i`m the worst when it comes to needle..
of course la mak& abah risau,
ank die yg dulu penakut ni sakit ke ape..
jgn risau, angah dah lalui macam2, dah berani dan kuat!!!

oh ye, before i forgot.. i`m a universal donor..
hehehe~ mewarisi darah my mum.. seronok sgt..
sedih jugak la tak sama dgn nadia, aina, anis..
tp takpe sebab sama dgn mimi.. dgn kerol azman gak..
(pak cik ini lagi).. hahahahah~
Kami special kan mimi, kerol???

p/s : lepas ni boleh kasik alasn kat lecturers, kalo tak wat keje..nurse tak kasik buat kerja berat dan banyak gerakkan tgn
*tulisblogbolehpulakkan?

dedicated for Najwatunnur Namat :)

found a reason to be strong..

you are the one always in my heart my friend..

every time you call my name..

i will be there no matter how far..

we are friends..

just five words..i miss this silly girl..

for some reasons, she`s my heartbeat..

thanks for coming into my life..

and becoming my very, very, very bestfriend..

p/s : hakikatnye, ko adalah kawan yg plg menyakitkan hati yg penah aku jumpa.. tp taktaw nape aku paling sayang ko...